Sleepy & Babbling

I’m disappointed. And irritated. And angry. All at myself. I haven’t been trying to find time for what I love the most. Even when it comes to diary-writing, I wrote something on Sunday, after a gap of almost three weeks. I’m so NOT liking this.

I haven’t had any dearth of topics to write about. There were times when I felt moved to write about some incidents. But, well, that never happened (evidently). For the past two days, I’ve been working on this one post and it hasn’t gotten anywhere yet. So, today, I got tired of feeling bad and not doing anything about it. I decided I would post something, even if it turns out to be random nonsense (like always!).

Life’s going fine. Work is good. I’ve almost got used to the surroundings and started fooling around with people (which happens only when I’m comfortable). I’m not saying it’s all good and happy every day. It does get on my nerves, at times. I miss lazing around. But that’s ok, I suppose I’ve done more than enough of that during my three years at college. ๐Ÿ™‚

During these three weeks, I’ve learnt a lot. I have observed people, understood a lot about some, realized some painful truths and yes, learnt some lessons, gained some experiences. One basic lesson is : Do NOT trust anyone blindly; take your time. People can be really weird and I’ve realized that I should take my time before I decide to trust someone (Exceptions possible). I think I have heard and seen enough to get it into my head.

Apart from that, I’ve had a lot of thoughts (nothing new there!). Serious thoughts about what I’m doing, my future, the people in my life, what I want in life… Yet to find answers, though. By the way, have you noticed? The Freshly Pressed posts have been awesome, during the past two days particularly. Very thought-provoking, beautiful posts.

Today, I was sort of moody. So, on the way back, I got into this bookshop near my home. Having a lot of books around me helps in lifting my spirits. Works always, worked today. But I think I’m back to the moody phase. I’ll get over it, I’m sure. Meanwhile, thanks to all the strong emotions in my head, I have been writing a good lot ofย nonsense stuff in my diary. ๐Ÿ™‚ Am I rambling too much? Maybe I’m just sleepy…

Bored (Yawwwnnnn!)

So, Easter’s just around the corner. I don’t think I’ll be with my family for Easter, though. I will, probably, be with a couple of friends. Especially since I’m having an exam right the day after Easter! ๐Ÿ™‚ Iactuallystudied for the previous exam (yesterday’s) and it was quite easy for me! ๐Ÿ™‚ So, that was motivation enough to make me study for the remaining exams.

My day started off kinda bad. Because: (1) I couldn’t sleep well last night, and was feeling very very drowsy. (2) I got this bad news about a viva-voce thing being scheduled from 20th onwards, which would ruin some of my plans!

I wouldn’t say I’m completely out of it, but, yes, I’m feeling kinda better. I just found something that made me smile! ๐Ÿ™‚

Sometimes, when I blog, I feel like I’m diary-writing. Like, just now, I was almost going to begin my sentence with ‘Diary’; I happen to write like I’m talking to a person. ๐Ÿ™‚ I know that sounds childish, but I love it.

Today was boring, even though Merlin and I were out the whole day! In fact, I think I’m too bored and dull to write anything intelligible for the day! ๐Ÿ™‚ I hope I come up with something better for tomorrow. I don’t know WTF I have just written (and am on the verge of publishing). But this is what happens, sometimes, when I’m feeling moody and dull. Bear with me, for now. Better times are sure to come by, SOON!