Wish I Had Nothing To Do :P

I think I’ve caught a cold. Even though I don’t mind it much, I hope it goes off very soon.

Yesterday was kinda weird. I was confused, sad, disturbed but happy in some ways. Last night, while chatting with Ann, I was feeling so low and wasn’t saying anything much. And then, she wrote out this quote: “Stand tall, smile bright, and let them wonder what secret’s making you laugh!” Surprisingly, it’s from Angels & Demons (one of my top favourite books) and I didn’t know it. She made my day and I tried to go to sleep with a lighter heart. And well, today was a better day. Although I did get bored at work!

Janet is coming over tomorrow. πŸ™‚ I’m really excited. Initially, I couldn’t figure out why I was feeling so happy. But then, today I understood. During the past one week or so, I’ve been amidst a lot of strangers. I did become good friends with some but, at the end of the day, you can’t deny the fact that they are strangers (who are 1 week old, for me). And after being with strangers for so long, tomorrow I’m going to see someone I know, someone I’m very much familiar with. The mere thought is so exciting! πŸ™‚Β So, I guess I have a great weekend coming up.

Today, while going through a magazine, I read this line – ‘Do nothing planned this weekend… Read, listen to music, stay quiet, watch

Miss this so badly… 😦

the rain…‘ It was such a tempting idea…sounds exactly like the kind of thing I want to do! It’s been a while since I got time to do something like that – do nothing. Maybe it’s just because the whole situation is new to me, and I need to get used to it, find time for other stuff. As much as I enjoy work, I do miss lazing around and being able to do nothing. Hah! Knowing me, before long, I’ll be talking about how I’m bored of having nothing to do! πŸ˜€

Taken Over By Laziness… :P

I know I’ve been really lazy and my recent posts sound like nonsense, more than ever Β (this one will probably beat it!!). And I feel really bad about it. Trust me, I do. I haven’t been feeling all that great during the past couple of days. I did try to write something, to be honest. But I was completely blank, didn’t know what to write, couldn’t think of anything good enough to post. Today, I thought I should finally sit down and post something…just push myself to do it, or I would never get over my lazy phase. πŸ˜› And here I am! Tadaaaa!

I’ve been sitting in front of the computer screen for almost an hour. And yet, this is all I was able to come up with. Must be a serious attack of writer’s block, I suppose. By the way, I finished the book I was reading – Flesh & Blood by Jonathan Kellerman. I read the outline on the back cover and I bought it because it seemed to have a lot of psychology in it. And I absolutelyΒ love psychology! Later, when I Β googled the author, I found out that he is, in fact, a psychologist. Anyway, the book was a great read. It maintains the level of suspense right from the beginning till the end. I was really engrossed in it, never found it boring at any point. But for some reason, I wasn’t exactly satisfied with the way it ended. I don’t know what else I wanted, because there was nothing wrong or bad with its ending. Yet, somehow, I just didn’t feel complete after I finished it.

Anyway, I had a lazy weekend. Went out on a couple of days, loafed around, read a book, watched some movies, blah blah. Nothing new. And yes, I tried to get over the low I seem to be experiencing. I tried books, coffee, music, going out…the usual. I wouldn’t really say it worked, but yeah, I’m feeling a tiny bit better.

I’m planning to watch some of my all-time fav movies…I kinda have a feeling that could do the trick! Let’s see. πŸ™‚ Do hang around, anyway. I’m sure I’ll come up with something better next time, and you wouldn’t want to miss it! πŸ˜›


Made My Day! :)

A friend of mine came upto me, while I was sitting, bored in class. He made my day! He told me that he read my blog and appreciated me a lot over the work I had done over here. He isn’t the kind I expected to actually sit and read my crazy posts but, well…he did! And guess what? He liked it so much that he read a bunch of my older posts!He actually read them!And he loved them! πŸ™‚ I was, literally, beaming with happiness when he told me he liked it. He said it was far better than what he had expected (I can imagine what he must have expected!!!). And (there’s more!), I was super-surprised when he told me that he was so inspired by my blog and writing style that he felt like he wanted to start blogging, too. Because, like he said, there are a lot of thoughts running through our mind, which we can’t really express through words or in a few conversations. Moreover, it’s not necessary that others should listen to you (which is the problem for me; people can’t stand my overactive thoughts :D). Blogging is one medium where you can just keep talking out all that’s going through your mind. I’m so glad I was able to inspire him! πŸ™‚ So, Jefry (that’s him), THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH! You made my day! Love you, buddy! πŸ™‚

Well, my mood did get spoiled sometime after that. I guess it still is…sort of, atleast. I hope some sound sleep and good food will do the trick. And maybe a fun movie. πŸ˜€ And coffee. And chocolates. And… See? This is what I meant when I said you could go on saying bullshit in your blog! πŸ™‚ So, what’s cooking (literally and otherwise) for weekend at your place?

Just another boring day… :)

It has been such a boring, unremarkable day. Nothing of significance has happened. During the last hour of class, we had a test. Of course, I knew nothing and so, my paper was filled with a lot of unintelligible bullshit. πŸ˜€ I must have taken a maximum of 15 minutes for that! I spent the remaining time thinking of what I would post about today. I was truly blank! What could I possibly write about on days like this – dull, boring and devoid of any remarkable thought? So, I decided I would just let my mind wander and come up with something.

You know, there are instances when I suddenly become aware of where I am and what I am doing. And then, I find myself wondering why I am here and doing this. Sometimes, when I sit in class, I get this sudden thought: “I’m actually sitting in this class, pursuing this useless degree.” And I try to figure out why I’m taking this degree when I don’t want it, in the first place. Beats me. But what I wanted to bring to attention is the sudden revelation of those moments. You go on from one day to the next without really thinking what you are doing or why you doing it. Some people might find it absurd to be asked the question (why they are doing something, ie). A normal reply would be: “Why? Because we have to do it, we are meant to do it.” And why are you meant to do it? The final answer would, most probably, be “I don’t know”. Life just goes on; you do what you have been doing all this while, or what everyone around you has been doing. Without giving a thought to why you are actually doing it.

It must be weird to feel like you just got hit on your head and then, out of the blue, you think: “Wow! I’m So-and-So…and I’m doing this. OK, so what am I doing here? Why am I here?” I don’t know how many out there must have felt this way. But a few of my friends have experienced this sudden bolt of self-realization (or whatever you call it). If you have felt something of this sort, then WELCOME to the club! You are officially crazy! πŸ˜›

So, another weekend…I’m hoping to have a good time lazing around (as always) and reading the book that I started with long back…and of course, I need to spend some quality time with friends. πŸ™‚ So, that’s the plan of action! And I really hope next week arrives, bright and cheerful, with lots of crazy thoughts for me to blog about. πŸ˜€

Perfect way to spend a day πŸ™‚